In May

how I wish to be free again
or attached
to you

five years have passed 
since we met 
saying goodbye
on Emily Hill
where your heartfelt embrace
in May
cracked the thick armour
around my heart

amour
it was in May
that my heart 
sensed your vibrations
returning me mine
that had gone for too long

this feeling
it's you!
in the second 
of a heart beat

it's you
everything has changed
and it is still you
today 

fair enough 
you told me
you had no desire
for me
neither in May
nor in August
nor the rest of the years

last year in March
I felt best
in your warm arms
rocking to the sweet music
of your soul

so the brain is clear
for a long time
but this terrible heart 
won't listen
it thinks of you 
all the time
as if a heart could think